After all i ve been tru in a marriage..?

Time to change your music interests. I went through the same thing and when I hear songs of the past I change the station cause you can't bring back the past so why sulk in your sorrows, it just isn't worth it. You will be Ok for sure we all have been there and recovered and you will too so hang in there and keep that chin up girl and CHANGE THE STATION when memories haunt you.